What Is This?! (March 1, 2010)

Why is it that almost every time I think I'm good and content as an independent, hardworking, SINGLE woman. . .
Some guy comes and almost flips my script.
I'm trying to understand the point of this.

My life is random enough->but right now?!
It's on a whole 'nother level.
I feel so confused and frustrated.
At the same time time, this is almost hilarious!

It's as though the majority of the qualities I'd appreciate in a man are directly in front of me.
However, they are within the one man I just can't have (and shouldn't want).

I'll admit he's smooth, sweet, talented. . .
attentive and considerate.
I feel like he'd challenge me and cause me to step my game up.
But this could only become a (close) friendship.

I pride myself on being consistent.
And standing firm on my standards and values. Yes- I'm open-minded but I cannot afford to compromise myself just to possibly satisfy the flesh.

I hate the fact that I'm actually writing this- these thoughts down.
Like why am I even thinking about this?
Why am I so affected by this man who I barely know?!

Is it because he reminds me of the things I wanted?
Talented but not arrogant.
Willing to invest in others/foster their growth.
Strong yet sensitive. . .

Maybe this experience is just a reminder for me. . .
The right man is out there.
And when he arrives, I'll KNOW.
There will be no doubts, no questions, no worries-> just Peace.
So until then, I'll be patient.
I'll learn life's lessons and keep on writing/growing.

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